last post i wrote abt flabbergast friendship . somehow i feel very lonely and searching for a person who i can call as friend these few days.
yeah you are my friends. you are there day and night . but no longer now.
friendship bukan pertandingan untuk bertanding kehebatan . bukan untuk disakiti dan menyakiti . bukan untuk memerli dan diperli. bukan untuk dikutuk dan mengutuk . reflecting, i realised that i'm not a good friend indeed. saya sangat pentingkan diri dan sedang menyakiti hati mereka. but can i say it as karma ? it is not my intended to do so, it just happened.
i am fake. trying to adapt with the surrounding after a year and a half is still hard though.